गुमनाम ती अन् गुमशुदा मी...

Not exactly a 'thank you' post but it's something that I really wanted to say..  One year ago, I was not stable mentally partially because of health issue but more than that I was not happy with me, not satisfied with anything. Despite having great academic success and good progress, I wasn't happy with anything. In fact, I was becoming a machine that has two roles: do work regularly and stop when fuel exhausts. For the last four-five years, I started isolating myself. People used to talk, used to make me happy but I preferred to be an isolated person, I preferred to talk less. Everyone has problems. I started looking at these problems only. Friends professors everyone was telling me that you have a good future and you are destroying it. I was involved deeply (I am still involved) in my ideas, principles, ideologies. And I was unable to look beyond that. And then covid happened, lockdown imposed. And I was like what will happen now? But.. something happened. Yes, someth