2021-Infinity
Not exactly a 'thank you' post but it's something that I really wanted to say..
One year ago, I was not stable mentally partially because of health issue but more than that I was not happy with me, not satisfied with anything. Despite having great academic success and good progress, I wasn't happy with anything. In fact, I was becoming a machine that has two roles: do work regularly and stop when fuel exhausts. For the last four-five years, I started isolating myself. People used to talk, used to make me happy but I preferred to be an isolated person, I preferred to talk less. Everyone has problems. I started looking at these problems only. Friends professors everyone was telling me that you have a good future and you are destroying it. I was involved deeply (I am still involved) in my ideas, principles, ideologies. And I was unable to look beyond that. And then covid happened, lockdown imposed. And I was like what will happen now?
But.. something happened. Yes, something happened.
One person came into my life.
To love, to fight, to help me realize who I'm.
A missing ship found a lighthouse.
Who is she?
A guide, A friend, A philosopher?
She is like garlic in garlic bread, cheese in a cheese sandwich, chocolate in chocolate cake.
I am working on the same thing but this time instead of getting affected negatively, her presence makes me think positively.
सोने की frame लिए हातों में
मैं अकेला बैठा था
तुम आइना ले आए
मैने खुद को पा लिया...
Her presence overrides my own depression, my last year's rejection map, and my medication-meditation.
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